blythe

Thursday, December 10, 2009 / 7:39 AM

im currently obessessed with BLYTHE DOLLS!
shall post picssss another time but
awwwwwww they are just soooo gorgeous!
but too ex for me to collect lol

anws first day in ward
got little scolding><
urgh cant click with think 2ppl
URGGHH
hate it
feeling so inferior la
i so scared i wont do well :(
sobs
GGGGOODDDD
only u know how i feel
just feel like crying.....i wanna do well!
i wanna be a good nurse
time to work hard and dont be so blur luh

tired blythe:(
im waiting for u
but u seemed to disappear today:(
sobs
meow~
but its time to let u go cause shes back:(
lol

Monday, December 7, 2009 / 7:48 AM

Before I get into unwanted trouble I think I should begin to back away
I treasure this ship. Don't wanna spoil it:(
My fault to see u in my eyes:(

Haha
First day prcp
OMT super slackkkkk><
lectures aft lectures
And for the next two days !!
@!?&@$
Hahaha

I can't sleep
Waiting for u
Not
XP

Saturday, December 5, 2009 / 7:20 AM

it just never happen to me
izzit coz i didnt pray hard abt it
or im avoiding it with excuses
or im just nt good enuf?

hai~
today is such a heavy day
frm the start to the end
i rmb 5dec09
burden burden

Dear love,
i wish i can take away all ur pain and hurts.i wish i can cry for u instead.i wish i could be there to hug,cry with u,assure u that everything will be alright.but i couldnt.i could only hear ur pain and cries and it broke my heart that i could do anything.i wanted to tell to someone about it to share but i found no one.i almost shed a tear too.i couldnt smile.i couldnt feel happiness in the house of God.i felt i was doing things for the sake of it.a show.people kept asking if im ok.why i look so moody.i wish i could tell them but i couldnt at that point.during p&w i couldnt conc coz i kept thinking of you.wonder how u are right now.asking God what i can do nad just kept praying for u...bcuz now i seriously dont know what else to say to u or how else to console u.except to just keep u in prayers and make sure my phone is full batt so anytime u can call me up...so worried that i never ur voice up till now..i pray for God's extra divine protection and comfort and love and tolerance to be upon u.that in this valley u will emerge so strong my love.wanna hear ur happiness ur joy ur laughter ur cute cute voice.i oso wonder when will this be over.in my heart just assured that u will emerge.u will get out

love
beef<3

Thursday, December 3, 2009 / 11:42 PM

i dont understand this feeling
do u?

such a weird feeling
that bothers me
i fear
prolly loving someone else is easier?
:D

i should stop saying i miss aaron hahaha
seriously
otherwise no one will take me seriously
think no one is
so i should start taking myself seriously
plus im starting work
3mths in orthopedics ward
i dont know how im gg to survive but somehow i will
not by my strength!
seems so impossible to me but im gg to overcome it!:D
just give my best:DDDDDDD

<3

Tuesday, December 1, 2009 / 9:56 AM

i have no idea why i miss aaron quan and laopa soooo much
guess i really loveee them loads
feel vvv comfortable with them
really like brosss:DD
<3

so tired
but i miss them already thou i saw them few hrs ago hahahahaha
<3

Sunday, November 22, 2009 / 7:33 AM

JAMS church

JAMS church
first time preforming and bv-ing!:D
suuuuupppeerrr exciting man i tell u!
the atmosphere is different
the congregation is different

even as i stood on the stage with althea love
as we sang our taylor swift song
seeing how the kids enjoyed and singing along really just light up my heart
and put a smile on my face
u just enjoy doing what u are doing
and the kids just stir u up to give even more of what u are originally called to do

so amazing u know
i wonder why main church congregation aint this way?
even the kids in JAMS can praise and worship God so wholeheartedly and fervently
why cant we.sets me thinking abt us.being to conscious of ourselves?

cant wait to serve more and to sing more and serve more and love more
:D
hahahahahaha

anws gg to be gone for FIVE days to BKK! w chanel joey js and doll
:DDDDDDDD
dont flood my FB!
<3

Wednesday, November 18, 2009 / 8:26 AM

hahaha
some people just dont have to do anything
they will just somehow make my day
or make me feel like headache
eg: baby aaron
or maybe im just bias but i dont care

anws i ought to slp
but to many things gg through my mind
[as usual..im a female URGH]
thinking of the fact im on am shift and i have to travel to geylang polyclinic to work
and so far everyone says HSE attachment is super boring.omt.kill me now.

then im so !#$!#$*&&#@ regarding the discussion.just wanna settle and put aside.aiyo
hhahaha

den mummy just made me so scaredddd when i start working..entering into adulthood.im really really vvv afraid..suddenly i just know i cant be who i am right now.and im nt coping tt fact well right now.the $$ issue.the education issue.hai.show me a way.prolly blog abt tt with a clearer mind another day ><

den my darlingggsssss.im having a headache.i love my darling chanel.and it leaves me helpless nt being through a relatioship and breaking up and recovering frm it.coz now i have no more words of comfort or advice to give.coz i really have to idea how it feels to be left dangling or loving someone soooo much its hard to let go.im oso feeling so upset coz im helpless and useless.i want my darling to get better.i want my darling to be happppy!and not just show darling is but darling is truely happy.:(...GODDD sos

den i dont know if i shld go fetch laopa and ben
:(.coz i miss laopa and he is gg away on sat and sun.means i wont see him for 2 wks

den today is my last dayy at ward45.im still missing my patients and new found frens and the ppl working there.

hai
i shld slp

SOS